Mad

I'm mad that I Have to wait another 2 months before we can even start trying. I'm mad that I can't sign up for short term disability despite changing jobs. I'm mad that everyone seems to get pregnant at the drop of a hat but me. I'm mad that my body won't cooperate. I'm mad that literally everyone who I knew was trying to get pregnant is now pregnant but me. I'm mad that I can't let go and compare myself to others. I'm mad that I dont know what my husband can do to console me. I'm mad that I feel alone in this. I'm mad that I act like a brat even though I tell myself to snap out of it.