We're quickly coming up on a year and I'm no closer to being pregnant than this time last year. It's disheartening and frustrating. The hardest part is that I just feel so alone in this. I don't have any friends who can relate, my husband is at a loss and just says things like "relax" or "don't think about it too much". I know he's just trying to help but it just alienates me even further and withdraw him from everything even more so that he doesn't have to worry about me.
The b6 worked I think, my luteal phase has been extended by several days. No sign of af, but my temperature plummeted which doesn't bode well. I still took a test at the request of Dave on his birthday. Stark white as usual.
The logical part of me understands that there's a 20% chance every month, but then sometimes I think "okay we had sex every single day, so there has to be millions of sperm up there, since they last five days, and you're telling me not one of those suckers could get into the egg, seriously? Seriously?"
So now we wait some more, and I m at a total loss. Back to the drawing boarding I guess we will just hio until af makes her appearance.
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